Have you?

Have you :

........ been jealous to people who are beautiful than you in kindergarten?

..... been crazy if you saw anything colourful and forced your mommy to buy it?

....... cried on the first day of school (standard 1)?

......... drew a circle that looked like egg?

...... cried when teacher yell at you a little bit?

.... used to hate your brother?

.... felt like a adopted daughter?

..... hit your classmate with a wood?

........ have a crush that dump you in a sec?
.... cried after your father read your diary and making fun of it?
.... dislike your father when he laugh at me when he knew my crush?

..... been thinking to run away from home whenever you get scolded badly?

...... been rude to your teacher?

..... thought about quiting school/study?

.... drew/ vandalize the school's property until you get caught?

..... heard your parent fight infront of you?

....... felt hurt whenever they fight all over again and again?

.... felt like killing your own father?

.... thought about getting a new life?

.... been happy with your mom?

.... make your mom smiles or you just hurt her?

.... thought about giving all your heart and your life to ONLY your mom?

..... been a good friend to your friends?

..... keep on smiling even though you have a really really huge problem?

.... make people tired of you?

... like someone who already reject you a long time ago?

.... thought about getting a liposuction?

.... thought about making a plastic surgery on your face whenever a huge pimples appear?

.... felt sensitive lately?

.....been stress whenever a BIG EXAM is around the corner?

.... study really really hard to be an awesome daughter to your mom?

.... dream to be a successful doctor?

...... for the first time saw the pretty face of your mom when she's proud of you, crying because of happiness for your successful achievement?

.... felt touched when your mom bought everything you want?

.... thought about getting married? HAHAHAHA xD

okay that's too early -..-'

so, the questions is Have You??

all the questions above is my past. Yaaa, as you read it, and as i was writing, it's actually the real story of me? the questions that used to occur in my head, maybe until now. well, that's not the whole point. what i'm trying to say is, just read my past, i looked like i was a bad girl right? muahahaha xD but no worries, it's primary, chill la, my classmate that i hit is still alive okay, alive! don't worry. so, back to the whole point, from the start i was a bit immature right, i mean a lot. -.-' but then, after the 'the black spot' i just realize that time makes me became a person who are more mature. and the whole thing doesn't bother me anymore. as time fly, i became more and more brave to handle my own problem, to take care of my mom, to be a girl who doesn't receive her dad's love and most importantly to be who i am now. Haha. the awesomeness of me right?! xD 

i have my mom and my friends so that's the strength that keep on telling me to survive. and i'm really grateful to have all of them. alhamdulilah. 

okayyy, so i'm getting older. mwehehe. not actually a great news but insyaallah, i'll be a good person. i am already a good person. ahak. =_=' i mean a better person. =) 

getting older means getting wiser right?! so i'm happy ;)
Happy New Year =)

=)

Ello ;)

i've been happy/excited/joyous  lately. want to know why.. haha. Mama bought me one of my dream ;)  i know i know but some dreams can be bought kann. like CANON DSLR.. mwehehehe ;) are u jealous honey.. please don't be... kay, i know i'm being snobbish =..=' but yaa, i'm actually suprised cos mama told me tht it's not worth to buy. so like what i said, i redha je la. but never thought mama nak suprise kann =D and guess what, spongebob dapat.. okay, i know, annoying -..-' cos dye pun dpt sebab last year dye pun straight A's. so tak kisah, he deserve it. he got samsung galaxy tab (takpyh caplocks -..-'). it just what i got on the ame time he'll got his share too. mcm last case beli phone.. dye nak jugakkkk... -..-

Haha xD but takpe.. kami kan siblings and what we need to do is sharing to show tht we're a caring siblings. =..=' like we are kann. Hahaha. and abg now teach me how to use dslr sbb dye pun really really in with photography. skrg, most of the pictures is my baby cute little sister sofea. ♥ ♥ ♥

My Sunday, well it's as usual, lepak with my family, lepak rumah cikda, makan breakfast at chinese muslim restaurant then lepak rumah acu pulak. what an activity kann. then, acu ajak pegi Masjid Jamek, KL sbb got shawl and all the thing yang SUPER CHEAP! naik LRT then shopping, goshhh ramai giler, guess what i'm wearing, i just wear a sweatpants and t-shirt with cardigan and the worst part is i wear slippers, my red selipar jepun. -.-' seriously tak plan langsung nak pegi mne2. tup tup pegi KL naik LRT pulak tu. =.=' bile dah rmai2 and i'm wearing like tht dgn penatnye berjalan, mula la nak ngamuk kan but when dah sampai kedai shawl. i was like bapak ahhhh, murah gilerrr! shawl 6-RM10. I mean, satu je RM2.. wht the ehhhh.. xD happy giler. and dye punye kain quality okayy. sbb kt sini beli kain cmtu dah RM10 satu je. kat sne RM10 boleh dapat 6. Hahaha xD but balik2 mcm menyesal pegi sbb rmai giler giler org. =.=' plus penat.

heeeeeeee =)

Alhamdulilah.. =)

today was nerve-wrecking day and it turns out to be a GREAT day.. alhamdulilah my dream, my doa dimakbulkan. alhamdulilah alhamdulilah alhamdulilah .

so after amik result, kay terharu skjp then nmpk julah and far. alhamdulilah result kami semua okay. happy giler cos yaaa, tak sia2 struggle giler2 before PMR then dpt cmnie mmg happy la kan. but hmm, still tak boleh happy sangat sbb yaaa... life still must go on. and kebahagian itu cuma sementara je. well, dah ceramah -..-'

okay, got to say, i've been a little bit sensitive lately. asyik nangis je keje. =.=' i don't know why.. mse amik result tu, tak duduk lgi, Susi dah congrats elisa... i was like is it still a dream. mwehehe. then, karthi and shing zee and vasugi and ain pun dpt straight A's. alhamdulilah. then, jalan2 ngan mama, tgk dslr, mahal, then mama tak kasi so redha jela. makan makan makan. cikda pun belanja makan again. Haha xD but anyway thank you for everything. so, tadi budak duaorg nie *afiqfarhan and shakeeldanial* rajin giler jdi mc'd delivery, pegi hantar mc'd dpn rumah, Hahaha xD cuak giler nak keluar mlm2 =.=' anyway terima kasih =) hah, btw nampak ain kt JJ. alolo, excited nampak ko tibe2. Haha xD

Congratulations my dearest friends <3 <3 <3

♥

Rain rain go away come again another day..

hello ♥

it's raining here in Klang n..n so today, well there's no story actually hah wait today is Maria Elena's birthday! ;) Happy Birthday Kak Maria  ♥ =) i know i know #bangga sekejap . birthday Maria after mine kannn! wawawa xD okay annoying -..-' Haha. so today, as usual, wake up lambat giler, mama bising then owhhh rse mcm taknak makan eventhough lapar giler but hell yaaa, forget about eating skjp boleh tak -..-' pastu there's homework kak balqish bagi, so need to do it by today, esok nak balik ganu and bla bla bla.. i have a flu today, and it's raining. haha xD but nvm dah biase. so okay dah bpe bnyk so dah kan =.=' cikda tak balik lagi, huishhh boring giler. : / but woohooo esok balik kampung!! =) and after few days, result is here!  x /  aishhhh pray for the best. Amin. Insyaallah.

OhMyOhMy Dennis Oh! I Love You!

 ♥ Dennis Joseph O'Neil ♥

You're such a cutie. ♥♥♥♥♥♥ #speechless

The B-day =) =(

wooohooooo <3 <3 

nampak tak nampak tak.. gambar di atas is YUNA holding yaaaa, there's my name on it.  #kay batak kejap. actually everyone pun ade. Haha xD so today's my birthday and mama bawak pegi makan, yesss bagi gemuk lagi sbb skrg kan i mmg tak cukup gemuk -..-' but yaaaa thank you sooo much mommy, muah muah love you forever and ever and ever .. pegi makan steambot then my favourite food of course dim sum.. makan makan then balik, then tunggu Yuna's First Powered Concert Live Online.... kahkahkah xD 

then then then, guess what... baru ingt ade tuition tonight.. kuang kuang kuang -..-'

what a BIG FOOL ELISA... if i remembered i have a class tonight, takdela excited giler pegi booked tht free spot for yuna's concert! bodoh.. =..=' last2 hapak pun tak dapat tengok! muehehe xD very good, na na na na, very good elisa. take this your ass .. :'( okay enough, memang pedih and pilu rsenye hati ini. but it's okay 19.12.2011 i'll be there Yuna!! ececehhh, then ade schedule lain pulak -.-' haha. i'll make a time just to see u yuna! =) but if it's me, the new single i'll name it "ONLY YOU QI" Hahaha xD cute kannnn?! #joking ;)

and and thank you everyone for the incrediblely awesome fantastic wishes today.. YOU ALL MAKE MY DAY!!!!  hah and and lupe plak, thanks atiqah and far for the touching maching post <3 

Holiday with SKYPE!

skyping with atiqah, afiq and shakeel almost every night. haha xD takde topik, bukak bukak! -..-' at last kne marah ngn mama sbb tido lewat . Great =.=' and if i miss meen, julah and far pun we will skyping. Haha #SKYPEconnectsyouandyourfriendsduringholiday. kyaaaaa xD promote promote.

Happy Birthday ME!

Heeelloooo

it's been century since i've post and there's actually a lot of story that was supposed to be told but i just have no strength to write and with this laziness, i think yaaa, there's no need to say. people knows. so, tomorrow is my 15th birthday. kahkahkah xD motive?! saje je. actually i've celebrated it 2 days earlier cos my aunt and her family went to terengganu so mama awalkan so that i won't feel sad celebrating it with mama and abang only. people should know that i hate celebrate with only few people. i love it when everyone's is here together. happy happy happy everywhere. okay, so i got my birthday present and so did abang sbb dye tuntut his birthday present and yaa, unfair kan but naa i don't mind. -..-' so yesterday i kene prank ngan my aunt. skrg kan musim buah so belambak buah kt rumah then...

cikda's hasil kerja.

HAHA xD. what a prank cikda -..-'

as for my present i got a new phone, yaaa at last my OWN phone. not abang's recycle phone anymore. kahkahkah =D. that's all. can't wait for the result actually and on the same time i have already feel nervous. so yaaa..  friends see u all next week on THE BIG DAY!!!!

ohh yaa, nak wish Happy Birthday to Far, Abg Ariff and to all december babies ;)

Have a Fun and Joyous Day!!

fuhhhhhhhhhh *blowing the candles