Others can't judge our lifes coz our life depends on ourselves

"Today should always be our most wonderful day!" to those who are upset now.. "SMILEE!" ; )

He's Cute like Always :p

now, almost everyone ponteng sekolah.. hishh don't know why!?
PMR is around the corner and we're one step close to the corner -.-'
so everyone was studying like hell now even kt school but what to do, i'm not the kind of person yang love to keep my mouth shut. we're gossiping and laughing when everyone was busy studying. cool aite?
anyway we still study la, giler x study.
me, meen and julah are so excited abt the lagoon thingy.
everything was normal except for just now, i'm wondering why his fb name will always appear on my friends list. first pulak tu. then my hand itchy sgt and i went and open his profile la kan, then i saw his pictures with his friends, omaigod latest but wht-the-ehhh i'm doing! ishhh, back to my sense la..
just wanted to say "he is always cute!" -.-'
hishhh... PMR-6days PMR-6days !! 

1st Memorial Service -.-'

HEY,
well, yesterday i went for my grandfather's best friend memorial service. atok can't make it here yesterday cos he was in terengganu and the late Uncle Wong stayed in KL so me, mama, and my aunt went there (Nirvana Memorial Center) i was quite sad la kann cos i've seen him before and my family and his family is soooo close till now. as i went there, terperanjat giler after i saw a huge crystal ball, omaigod seriously it was extremely beautiful,  no wonder la. it's kinda awkward cos i've never went for a memorial service pon and there's like a lot of chinese people. i think they thought tht we're sesat or something. haha xD anyway, it was still a sad thing for my family and especially for my atok :'( i'm being so jakun snapping picture there. sorry.

things to do after PMR

rite now is like the critical stage for a 15-years old student like me which we can't do anything except for study coz PMR is near laa sayangg oii.. so everything yg nk buat, we have to postpone it after PMR example:

-repair the sink after PMR
-watch korean drama after PMR
-shopping after PMR
-eat dim sum at subang jaya also after PMR
-watch ABDUCTION after PMR
-scream like hell after PMR
-hang out with my cousins pun after PMR
-pegi open house raya also after PMR which tht time syawal pn dh habis
- wash my school's shoes after PMR
-argue with my friends pun after PMR.. LOL xD kidding
- facial for my face pun after PMR 
- balik kampung after PMR

okay, there's NO need for me to list all the things tht i've postpone which i need to do it AFTER PMR!! great kannn!! i know i know.. =.='' 
whenever ask mama anything mesti she will said "after PMR, after PMR" 
OH-MY-PMR, I'M BOOK-SICK ALREADY!
x(

1 week to BIG exam.


woohooo xD
this is the official PMR time table!!
okayy, i have stick it on the wall with 'Dora and Boots stickers' xD i got it free kayy.. (excited laa sangat kann)
-.-'
whenever i saw this i'll start omg omg study study... but hampehhh.. satu hapak pun x masuk skrg nie..
well, i'm trying, insyaallah boleh buat.. hope soo... Ya Allah please : /
anyway other than PMR, i've still got my free time like bru2 nie celebrate my aunt birthday.. haha

*i'm proud kott coz i'm taller xD
anyway happy b'day cu.. ;) hope u love the gift :)


beside tht, i've some kind of problem sikit kt school, yaaa, i didn't start it first okayyy... stop calling people something tht make people upset n stop pushing people's head suke2 hati je okayyy giler!!! =.=''
to tell the truth i'm quite piss with your attitude which suddenly yelling like hell making people upset n mad.. plus don't cry like crazy people in the class, u look pathetic, u do tht people won't feel sympathy towards you pon! get it?? stop being drama-queen laaa sayangg =.=''

*i forgive you :) but not the person who yell at me -.-'


16.9.2011 ♥

i had a oh-someee, amazing, great day last friday :D
it's not because of the Malaysian's Day or what but it's because atiqah's open house for raya.. haha xD
i'll always have a great time whenever i pegi atiqah's house..  hmmm, i don't knw why since dulu lagi -.-'
anyway this time i went there with meen because atiqah know her and nell kt tuition.. huh wht a small world kann.. i mean small town (klang) =.=' 
so atiqah invited them too.. but unfortunately nell cannot make it there... but naa it's okayy meen still ade rite.
it was AMAZINGLY FUN cos i met all my old friends.. OMG SAYANG KORANG!!!
- Atiqah-Fatin-Syed-Hakim-Shakeel (nnt merajuk) this is all the name yg from primary school.. hishhh actually ptut rmai lagi but semua busy nak PMR rite.
owhhh, not to forget my new friends too
Qaedi-Nasir-Nik-Imran-Zahir 
(actually dh knl zahir nie from tuition mse UPSR but guess what dye lupe!) haha xD 
okayyy, dyeorang sangat sporting!!!! 
there's actually a lot things happened.. haha like Nik jatuh "basikal" and more!
but the day still went well, there's a lot of pictures taken.. haha. maklumla semuanya kaki perasan.. haha xD but still i'm excited n i really had a blast.. thanks for the great day tqah <3 <3
i'll miss u sooooo much when u kt perak nnt but still i can calling2 u rite or skyping with u which we always do when we're bored.. seriously i'm going to miss u A LOT... :'(






muahmuahmuah :*  
LOVE KORANG <3
:D





the cake i bake -.-'

 
*this is taken from up-view


Tadaaaaaaaaa.... awesome rite my cake which i actually bake it myself..xD okayyy let me tell something, the reason i put the chocolate half on the surface is because my mom hate chocolate but i do love chocolate so much, hmmm no wonder la i berisi kan -.-' haha.
so at last just put it half to be fair... but tell u the truth i'm a much better baker than my mom.. haha though she's great n wonderful in cooking ;) 
okay, my cake does look ugly but it's yummy... haha xD my friends n my mom is my judge so ask them but i think they just said that to make me feel good... HAHA xD

UPDATE!!!

A lost girl had been found this evening, posing in front of the mirror insanely with the faces like this n like that. the girl was told that she have a tuition class starts OMAIGODDD a few minutes ago.... HAHA xD



OKAY!!! i know i know, my face says that I'M ABSOLUTELY BORED GILER! 
actually i was sick on monday because of some reason but not because of PMR yet okay. haha. so after 2 days i didn't eat anything, today i felt so damn hungry kottt... -.-'
but need to maintain my diet la kan, dh turun xkan nk naik kan lagi.. but at last i can't stand it anymore, mama beli waffles so, memang melantak la kan... then malam makan mee hoon goreng... tambah pulak tu.. okayy need to shut up about food.. =.='
but naaa, don't worry i'll be fasting for 2 weeks :B
 as for my trial i only got 4A :'""(
mama scolding (o.o)''
there's a lot lagi to be told but well it's a natural thing for a human being which called "LAZY" 
however nak jugak la bgitw little bit..
so last saturday, i went for DANNY's open house n MAZENI's open house with nadia n nell.. it's kinda awesome, it was quite bored cos meen xde n i'm all alone but who cares kann even i don't care. 
now it just left 18 days to PMR and i'm terriblely not ready!! x(


*bye 


ohh-someee =3

HEY,
this is pathetic. can't i just ignore you or stop thinking abt you. and now, after i forget all abt you, u just appear out of blue je -.-' haha. okay2 kidding xD i'm over with crunch.. seriously meen :/
just want to say tht whenever i forget him, i'll saw him but nw it's different , i didn't actually saw him in real but in magazine. haha. cool aite ;) 
so, it's kinda funny, i mean his face. haha. okay x baik.. -.-'
but the situation is quite fun, forget but saw him back and nw it's happen again. but itu pun syaz cakap then i don't knw why the hell i went straight to kedai bala and bought tht magazine. stupid =.='
hmmmm, i knw meen.. no need to say anything :)
anyway it's not i went there just for tht, i bought an eraser too :B geek..
and the gardenia waffle too.. =D delicious... it's low-fat, tht is most important.. haha xD
*bye

ME BEBELing =D

HEY,
it's near for PMR already but i'm still reading some comics instead doing something for PMR but yaaa it's for releasing my stress.. rite?! well i guess -.-'
so, it's really hard to start studying, well i'm sure all of u knw tht aite?! except for all the geniuses.. lucky geniuses!
as i'm reading the comic, i was soo curious abt something, well , if u notice tht most of the comics, the guy and girl will end up together, there's no sad endings.. see it through our real life.  -.-' yaa.. i knw everyone will say, 'of course la, it's just a comics, it's not even real!' hmmm, i knw i knw but can't they make a story tht based on a real life which are much much harder and sad.. well, from there we can feel tht this life is not tht easy.. i'm say'in this cos i've read most of it and most of the girls will start and having crush on a guy... i'm not saying i never had one. but lucky the comic's character cos all of the girls tht have crush will end up together with their prince charming. one of us in reality also happened to like someone and end up together rite, but from wht i feel, it's NEVER going to happen. but from wht i see at people around me is it's all FAKE! in reality, the guy will be so arrogant, and left the girl alone cry'in like hell and the girl will regret couple up with him, believe or not before tht the girl was so obsessed with him so badly, this actually some'thin tht is real. even my mom and dad is one of the people in this case. haha, true love -.-' wht the ehh is that, maybe i'm too young to knw abt tht so i cannot say anything cos i didn't feel it yet. but from wht my friends told me, doesn't it feel like a trap bird in a cage?! who knows, i'll feel tht in the future too aite. ;)
do listen this even i'm still not experience in all the monkey love n puppy love or whtever it is, 
if u're still young believe me, there's still a lot of thing coming in your way so just have fun n juat spread yr wings, be happy and grateful for wht u have and please please please don't cry over some jerks. fuhh, i'm thinking of making a book on my own abt my life which was quite kinda awesome and kinda miserable. i'm not tht right jugak, cos i'm a hard-head n playful student but i never like to see all my friends cry'in over a guy, if some kind of family problem well i can accept la kan, cos i've experienced it. but if it's abt a guy, pandai buat, pandai tanggung la. still, i'll always be there for korang. honest saying, doesn't it feel uncomfortable kissing a guy then u'll end up breaking up, how u're going to confront him if u meet at the side of the street, are u going to say, hey, hye, dude, i've kissed you! haha xD okayy joking. if it's kissing at pipi, hmm idc la, but if it's m to m... idk wht to say. =.=' then break?! wow, how u do tht?! tabik springgg** if end up getting married xpelaaa, if break up... ishh x( ignore me say'in this i'm not your mom nk demanding or advice korang but sendiri tahu la, ape salah, ape betul. for just nk jmpe a guy yg u obsessed cos dye handsome who has become yr bf out of blue, u sanggup jalan jauh2 until sakit?! WHATTTTT?? it's up to you laaa... this is wht the different between comics n reality..
i knw, every girls wishes tht they'll be one of the comic's character... haha xD 


*no heart feelings or touching2 because this is a lesson for me too. just from wht i saw around me, it gives me a strength too continue my life without doing some'thin stupid which hurting our own heart and mind. take this as one of the page in my coming soon-will be- insyaallah- in future-if i'm still alive-BOOk.

*peace NO WAR. war is over since 1957 (okay, i'm not good in sejarah) =.='

*bye =D

PMR!!

fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
okayy
I'M NOT READY FOR PMR!!!
=.=''

NO CRUNCH!!

Okayy, time to really really forget you! hadious crunch! 
=D


Eid 2011 -.-'

HELLO
okay let me tell something abt this year raya, it's SUCKS..
reasons why it's sucks, let me list it:
  1. Pimples grow on my nose on the first day of raya.. it's not an ordinary pimples but it's a HUGE pimples. and it's not only one, it's more than one. shit rite -.-'
  2. I look fat wearing all the baju kurung, seriously after raya i gain more weight and this need to STOP!
  3. The weather is HOT, i mean hot like we're in GURUN THAR or something. That makes me sleepy =.=' and my face was oily everywhere with the pimples.. erghhhh hate it.
  4. About the pimples, everyone ridicule me.. every house i step in, will say, besarnye jerawat, comel! wht-the-ehh is comel abt a huge pimples?! -.-' 
  5. I've been scolded by all my family because i was not studying, heyyy... this is stressful ! okayy.. got to admit tht PMR is near but heyy, i nak raya jugak! :'(
  6. On my way back to KLANG, mama stop by R&R then i went for a pee, and guess wht my phone masuk lubang jamban and now it's broken!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... all my friends number was all in there and all my raya pictures :'( :'( :"(  this is hopelessss... i'm hopelessss -.-'
  7. Mama didn't want to repair my phone.... waaaaa... she said PMR first so i was using abg's blackberry which i hate n i only got meen, far and tqah numbers in my phone now. cool rite =.='
  8. My raya weekend was absolutely sucks, i've been scolded by mama for 24/7 hours so tht i must study. honestly saying i'm not ready for PMR which is in less than one month. arghhhh... YA ALLAH, HELP ME!!!!!!
  9. I can't go to my friends's open houses.
  10. I can online dalam diam only. shhhhhh. plus I can't watch tv. 
       

there you go, so how sucks is my raya?! wht u think?!
anyhow raya is raya there's still a moment tht worth to share n makes me happy which are being with all my beloved family. <3 <3 <3  muah muah muah :*



as u all see, this is my first day of raya... beraya kt pantai.. haha xD no lahhh... my kampung is near the beach so... we all just hanging around, hirup udara segar (ayt xbleh blah) okayyy i knw mke i dh mcm tempoyak basi pn ade! =.=' anyway i'm wishing
HAPPY HARI RAYA EVERYONE.
MAAF ZAHIR&BATIN :D